0924.) I wish there was a way to disappear. No bloody mess, no mourning or wondering or anger from my family. I wish it could be like once I was gone it’s like I never existed. I don’t want someone to find me, I don’t want to write a note gushing my feeling and I don’t want people at school to be like “didn’t even know her” nobody would care and the only reason they know me is because of how much I embarrassed myself so much in middle school. Let me go,please.